God bless me~~

whatever

I am ready.

纷扰

告诉自己要平静，接受既定事实。还是做不到

true color

不安的人群，凋零的经济，无辜的裁员，沸沸扬扬的提案，小心大世界除了无力的哀伤，忧己忧人的施舍又有谁人顾及。涌动的人潮里穿梭，感觉不到丝毫人味。面无表情的障眼法一如闪动的小绿人，匆匆赶路，提前的黄色讯号真的能预警必然的红色风暴吗？
加快脚步，裹紧外衣，行色涣散

flirtation

矜持不忌惮。恣情不做做。暖暖不暧昧。所谓的调情已恍然间持续了多年。
习惯了在深夜和他静静诉说，相诺的婚约里玩味渐少。
深信不疑的调情已经成为我的吗啡，计量虽并无增加，却已离不开。
桃色的岁月释放出菟靡的寥落，这一丝猩红的跃动让我绝望。

talk to my sis, feel great.
Only she treats me as a little kid needing a warm hug.
Only she could give me the feeling that I was still that little kid.

loving you

less is more

dream links

Browsing over the old photoes,his shining simle melted the tiny chill of my heart.
Suddenly enlighted that this episode remains have sharply engraved on my mind.
Currently seeing this guy, things are as if in a dream.

Calf love, half love; old love, cold love.

I refuse to miss you 。。。

how is your bassoon, how much did i wish to touch it

突围

Conditions are never perfect. "Someday" is a disease that will take your dreams to the grave with you. If it is important to you and you want to do it "eventually", just do it and correct the course along the way.

始终不明白

初冬上秋火，不合时令的混乱、颠倒一如我的顽劣。头重脚轻，脑袋也不灵光，看似无谓的放弃中，内心却焦急如焚。总是这样，看似对一切都无所谓，摆出一副要死不活的表情，纵心里甚是欢喜却也不肯开口，骄傲执拗得另己生厌。

父母总是清淡地关怀着，比冷眼的观众多了几分感动。掏不空填不满的心依旧会感到绝望。
一梦三四年，无痛无痒地过往。兀自离开，转身。走不出的路口···

拒绝交流已有一段时间了，沉默中故作镇定。自我安慰风起云涌本是江湖。
夜。默默。童话里的美好快乐。
快了。